I am the leader in my world,
the hypnotic suggestion to put my attention on outside events, distracting me from what I really want to be is getting strong at times and I put conscious effort to center back into my being.
today a dorknob, someone could not disassemble was the source of drama. I was accused of tightening the srew too much, that this someone was unable to loosen it.
guilty in the blaming game
I must love to feel guilty
as I love all about me, even to feel guilty, i don't judge
perhaps this is just the process of integrating my light-body,
nothing makes sense anymore, that could be an new truth for me as I become the leader of my world